frozen heart

do you know a friend, what a heart is frozen?
This sentence I can from my boyfriend, he said that frozen liver that can have two meanings and significance.

could mean that our feelings are hurt that creates a feeling lazy to repeat the relationship. heart became frozen because the pain is so great.

but ..
could also mean that the feeling was right on one person and purpose. such as feelings of love with someone who is very confident that it can be said our hearts are frozen only for someone that would never melt and affection, only to a person and not for others.

as currently I feel.
I felt the severity of the two senses. I just feel drawn to him. I only feel pityfor him, as well as frozen ice that I just love feeling for him, will never melt, even if for now.
but ... On the other hand I also feel the pain that has been frozen into the icebecause of the pain without my knowing it has turned into a solid block of ice, but side by side with my love.
both are sometimes melts and then freezes again and blended together.

you know buddy,
that feeling I'll never forget.
because he,
men who for now I choose to be someone who will accompany me until the time that whenever God wants.

Was I too much?