My promise to you

today I really wanted to tell stories. I talked about the resentment that had peaked, I fed very very ENOUGH with the situation that happened in my life is very chaotic and unhappy.
Starting with Mom and Dad fight which I think really does not deserve to be made in the problem.
I am very angry very sick very hated and wanted dead taste
from this moment they are not a god that I worship!
they are no longer the perfect man and perfect woman
Dad is no longer my ideal man
Mom is no longer my ideal woman
they are nothing more than a small child in my eyes
even now I think would like to have another perfect parents who may have friends or people around me!

Even worse my boyfriend mad at me too, probably because of the nature of my childish spoiled selfish. somehow when you meet with him instantly changes my attitude a very large
he was furious
but I promised him
I would not childish anymore
I would not be selfish
I would never impose my will
I'll be a grown woman might even be more mature from it
I am sure that
I'll prove it
PROVE TO YOU THAT IS NOT THE FALLACY

I love this promise

Swear to God THAT MOST PEOPLE YOU LOVE ME Raditio Gelas Permana

pasca TES gue STRESS !

Tinggal hitung hari gue bakal ngejalanin tes buat masuk perguruan tinggi, kalo emang lulus gue bakal jadi mahasiswi dan tinggalin semua aktivitas perkantoran :(
stress melanda gue. huaaaaaaaaa :'( sama sekali bleng. gk tau harus berbuat apa. secara gue gk sama sekali ikut program belajar karena bentrok sama kerjaan gue, baca buku juga enggak ya ampyun dah BAKAL ISI PAKEK APAAN TU SOALSOAL !! gk mungkin gue mesti itung kancing.

untuk pertama kali dan bukan yang terakhir kalinya . .

" mohon doa untuk mama, papa, adik, kakak, pacarku, sodara, teman, orang yang dikenal maupun tidak dikenal atau hanya sekedar tau dengan saya tolong doa kan saya agar lulus PSKM #kesehatan "

pliss :'D

TERIMA KASIH